Adventure cove

Yay! Finally gone to adventure cove on Saturday. We were suppose to go on Friday but it was sold out like 4 days before!! Super scary. Good Friday so fast sold out?!?! And we brought the tickets for so much cheaper than the usual price ! Lucky us ! ^^
Super fun day with dear, suyi and buddy! I love days like this where I'm all day outside without feeling bored a single bit. Like something to get me occupied. Usually I will be the one sitting there and stoning while the rest will be doing something. Not really to my liking. Cause I will be rotting and thinking about random stuffs and mostly stuffs that are not really that good. Hahha! Usually I will think until like super epic and serious kind. So somehow you can say I'm prepared for the worst? Since I always think of stuffs like that. Hahaha! :P so if you see me stoning means in thinking of serious things that you guys should snap me out from.
Ok. Sorry for being weird or if that freaks you out or whatever. anyway, the queues at adventure cove were freaking ridiculously long. So yes, we didn't play all the rides. The long queues really turns me off ! Even though I wanted to take it. Lucky for us, the weather was really really kind! It wasn't as freaking hot as I expected or rainy. I didn't get suntan surprisingly. And I'm really great full for that. The worst part of swimming and being outdoors is getting suntan and all sweaty. That's for me luh. But for some people maybe they will think its cool to be tan? But NO! Not to me. I really hate getting tan, on other people maybe yes. But on my skin, it's a nono. Because i really feel dark skin really don't suit me! Plus im always out late at night. What if I want to take a picture, and flash isn't to my liking. Then I so tan, can't even see my face in the photo. Really very xia suey one. Haha! And plus to me, girls should be white! Because it looks pure? And somehow Chio? And have the princess feel? No?
Ever heard of Snow White? Ya! She is white isn't it?! Tsk! So you get my point right?!
Anyway we saw elly there too, like so coincidence we went on the same day. (: Singapore is really small. This is why I'm always complaining to go overseas! Ahh! Now you feel my pain right?! >:(

So anyway. My Good Friday was not really well spent ): really really bad.
Dear was suppose to bring me to ice skating, but it was like the queue really ...-.- not as bad as adventure cove, but still bad. Really... ): imagine all the small kids skating pro-ly. And I'm the super noob person falling every step I take, super no face. And what if some kiddo skate infront on me and I fall flat on them. That will really hurt. Not to me maybe to the kid luh. Haha! Then dear will confirm say I fat. ); so you see I'm always bullied by him . Like 24/7, no meet got meet also bully until I hands down. Serious one.
PLUS, I had like pms mode on. And i somehow threw my urge to just attitude someone to my boy. Soo... Ya..... He wasn't in the right mood either. So both of us were like, floating luh. Like wandering around to where to go like some wandering ghost. But still ! I got to eat my laoban promised by him! After that I happy already. Moral of the story? To make me happy, give me beancurd. HAHA.

Pms

Yeah hell right. In pms mode now. OMG like wtf. Suddenly I get so pissy over a small thing that I won't get pissed about. Ahh! Hate this feeling. Like totally not right at all. That's right. Totally in a conflict with myself. Ok! Whatever. I shall just sleep. Probably this only last for awhile.

Cathay race

So.... If anyone who's reading should just know that I didn't won the race. Bloody hell the people cheated luh please. I thought it was suppose to be a fucking fair race. But NO. They didn't play fair of course win luh. What the fuckery fuck was that. So anyway..... After we found out that they cheated we got so pissed off and had totally no mood to do the race already. But still we were not quitter ok! We completed it. And I'm pretty sure we came last place. HAHAHAHA! So ya. I got myself tan for nothing. But to look at the bright side. I didn't spend my day at home rotting. (:
And thank you dear. For being there with me even though you seems to be bored ):
And yay ! Advantage cove on Saturday. I wonder if my Friday will be boring.
This holiday is the boring-est holiday I ever had. Like seriously no joke at all. Probably because I'm always broke and always hanging out with my boy at home ): so yes. I have been locked up between 4 walls almost everyday in my holiday. Please forgive me for being bored of if.

Best things happening

Oh hi! This is really a random post but Im 100% sure no one is reading my blog because everyone thinks its dead and suggest me to close it down. But... NO. Hahaha.
I think this space of mine is useful in times like this where I just pop out from no where and just want to write some stupid things on it. :D this may become a really holy post.
Anyway.....
It's holiday now. And I got my result. It's as shitty as the previous term I must say.
Wth. I got the same GPA. So my GPA is not moving at all. Like what the shit is this?!
Okay. It's over... Whatever~
I'm working now! On Fridays, where I was urged to quit the job by my mum. But obvious NO. I didn't. Haha.
Because Im saving saving saving for something really big for my boy.
Hopefully I'm able to save that sum of money. If not I will just maybe drown myself in the sea crying why I didn't save enough. So ya... My life is sad cause I'm not rich. ):
So probably I need about 2k for his surprise. So pray that I have that sum of money by July. Ya. That would only happen if god throws money from the sky down to me )': anyway I'm just gonna pray alright. No harm praying right. Maybe one day I would like strike lottery or something, although I don't buy it. D:
But you never know right?!
Oh yes! I'm also saving up to go DRX clinic to get flawless skin. Oh yes! My long wish is finally gonna be fulfilled by this year. Woo! I'm gonna be a happy child soon. Maybe not a child... But a happy adult ! Hehe.
But on the downside. I probably need to save like the max 1k for it? So yes, this brings me back to the same question. Why wasn't I born rich?! Like a freaking rich ass with money to just throw around to the homeless. WHY WHY WHY !?!?!?


Enough of all the money talking and saving plans.
It's time I should really thank god for giving me someone special in my life. Probably his the one, or not. But Im wishing he is though.
Never felt the same way or I must say even better since the year 2008.
I don't know.. Maybe I have grown up. And I know who is good or bad. But I must say, although his not the ideal type that I was looking for I still enjoy his company and actions he have done for me. He may not be rich where we will go out to expensive restaurant everyday, but he do cook for me. We may not celebrate anniversary like other couples do but we treat everyday with each other special. He may appear unromantic but i know that he love me and he do sometimes can be romantic like once in a blue moon sending long Sweet messages, singing, teasing each other.
I don't ask for much in this relationship because like what everyone says "love is blind"
And yes, I totally agree with that now.
I was sceptic at first about this phase. But after this, I must really confess. Love is really blind. Everyone who knows me would ask me the same question. "I thought his not the type you one".
I myself can't even answer that question.
I kept wondering but I couldn't find the answer. That's when I know yes. Love is really blind, and have blinded many others in either the good or the bad ways.
But I must say, it has blinded me in a good way. Because if you were to ask how much to a scale of 1-10 how much I love him. I will say infinity. No numerical number to specify how much I love him.
Yes, I may not be a perfect girl to him, and there might be a prettier, sexier, smarter or the ideal girl he can have. But I'm lucky for now he choose me. And I hope it will always remain that way.
This part of the post sound so mushy. But this is what I really feel. And I thank god for placing him in my life. Whether to be good or bad I still thank God , because this relationship really impacted me alot , emotionally, physically and even mentally. Like what I have always told myself, why didn't I met him earlier. Haha! But if you think it another way, if I were to met him earlier, I would not appreciate him like how I do now. So probably god made my other ex as my lessons before he send my boy to me to really appreciate him. Thank you for all the lessons. I did learnt alot. And thank you dear for being the nicest boyfriend so far. I hope it stops here. (:
I love you.


The first ever picture with my boy: